Monday, November 28, 2011 0 comments

Jawapan kepada Post bawah

Salam.

Kalau saya, I don't think I want anything to change.

All the things that happened to me in the past defines what I am today.

Kalau saya dilahirkan kaya, maybe I won't learn to be humble (I think?).

Kalau saya masa kecil dilahirkan bijak pandai genius, saya takkan dapat a childhood memory, main-main dengan kawan-kawan kat padang masuk hutan dsb sebab kecik2 dah genius sangat sampai menjadi tarikan publisiti, kena appear on the TV, go to college at an early age just to impress people, jadi kebanggaan negara sampai takde masa ngan family langsung.

Kalau tak masuk mrsm dlu, takkan jumpa korang yang gila best, sampai sekarang I takleh lupa hari-hari yang kita lalui, yang masa mula-mula dulu kitorang keje menangis homesick je XD

Kalau saya jadi orang yang disukai ramai, saya rasa saya takleh nak tidur aman malam-malam =.=; It's kinda impossible to think that everyone in the world will like you, I think I might turn even more paranoid than I already am.

Kalau I gi overseas untuk university, I takkan kena expose dengan segala apa yang best kat malaysia ni. Lepas habis sekolah baru free nak jalan-jalan tengok everything that our country has to offer and all the awesome food you can get (saya tak kata gi overseas tak best).

..dan sebagainya.

Kai
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if only and only if.

kalau ada one particular thing to change.

honestly, I can't choose. as a human, ordinary one, everytime i faced difficulties, tu la yg aq fikir.
  • Bile ssh kena pnjt bukit naek fakulti + lif rosak + menapak ke tingkat 14, aq pk, 'If only my family is richer, xperlu g Uitm, g je Sunway or at best, London School of Business and Finance.'
  • When my two lil brothers tu naek tanduk die, aq pk, 'what if my late lil sister still alive?'
but at the end, it come into one conclusion, we can't change things without changing its future.
Lau aq xg uitm, aq xjmpe org2 yg awesome, g kumpul pengalaman2 yg awesome. and etc. altho i realised, lau g tmpt laen, kite jmpe org2 laen and g tmpt2 laen.
Lau aq ubah the passing of my lil sis, i'll never have that two little brothers. not even one.

I totally believe in 'every cloud have its silver lining'. and aq rse, sume org shud believe so. for me, it makes life easier, less stressful and well, u'd be more grateful.

anyway, result spm is one of the last thing i want to change. cuz, if result spm tu better, i might choose a different path. altho accounting and finance is not my choice, recently, i view it differently and i have pride with my course and my future career.


one wish.

Simple. I wish life is so much easier. but, mehhh.... blum msuk working life lg da pk cmtu.
My current wish -> doa : everything goes accordingly.

*barclaysbankwithfiftythousandgbppermonth

my study progress is damn slow~
goodluck peeps. and goodnight.




Thursday, November 17, 2011 0 comments

if..kalau...jika...

Salam rakan2.huhu.



Arini sume dpt result UPSR..congratz tuk yg brjaya..yg kurg brjaya..usaha lagi dik.bru UPSR tu..relax2..
emm...sdg ak lepak2 dlm bilik smntara tgu bihun sup ak msak,ak dduk rmai2 nga kwan2 ak kt ruang tamu.
pastu,ad satu kwan ak tnye..
''eh,kalau ko leh ubah satu bnde dlm hidup ko,ap yg ko nk ubah??''

mse 2 sume cm nga pkir la ap yg nk ubah..
ad kwan 1st ckap : ''ak nk ubh result spm ak..ak nk wt lbih elok,pastu nk fly ke tmpat gmpak2.''
kwan 2nd : '' ak nk ubah mse mohon Mara dlu..ak xnk jadi doktor la..pnt blaja ni.ak nk buka kedai kek''
kawan 3rd : ''ak nk ubah mse ak skola dlu..ak nak luah prasaan ak kt crush ak..klu ak smpat luah,msti ak leh tau die pnh suke ak ke x.''
aku : emm...................


ok..pas bihun dh siap..kitorg mkn sme2..pastu,ad kwan ak tnye..
''klu korg dpt wat 1 wish yg akn jdi knyataan,ap yg korg akn wishkan??''

kawan 1st : ''ha,ni best ni...ak nk jd org yg paling kaya dlm dunia''
kawan 2nd : ''ak lak nk jadi org pling pandai dlm dunia''
kawan 3rd : ak nk jadi org yg disukai ramai dlm dunia''
aku : emmmm.......................* kne pkir elok2 ni.hehe.*


slalunye,bnde2 cmni sllau kite pkir bila kite ditimpa ksusahan ataupun xsuka nga hidup yg kita jalani skrang ni.......tp,sape xnk kn klu leh dpt 1 wish yg leh wat impian korg jd knyataan.
tp,wish tu satu je..so,kne pkir btul2.
lumrah dunia..mnusia slalu je ad je bnde yg die nk wlaupun dh dpt yg terbaik..
so,pngajarannya..kne sntiasa brsyukur..ni pngajaran tuk aku n kite sume...=)

tp kn..kalau la kn korg ad satu wish,ap korg wish eh?n klu ad bnde yg korg leh ubah..ape yg korg nk ubah??hehe..
sekian...=)

 
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