dilemma seorg senior

dh nak semiggu gw jd senior kt cfs.. jadwal n grup sume dh beres. but most of the klas start next week. utk sem1 ni, gw ada 5subjek, 20hours per week.. hri jumaat no klas [heh3..bleh kluar outing tgk wyg].. most of lecturers sem nih, xprnh gw lihat o knal but diorg nmpk ok n best.. n wt pertama kalinyer gw pny klas 'free of male'.. sbb sistem kat cni susun grup ikut nama, therefore disebabkn nme yg start dgn nor, nur, nurul terlmpau byk bilangannyer mnyebabkn klas gw xde laki lngsung. klas gw ber'cahaya2' = full of nur. tp katanyer ada sorg brother ptutnyer msuk grup tu [i think his name nur muhd sumthing..aiman i heard..] n dgr cter myb dia akn tukar grup sbb x sanggup jd the only male.. huh3 haru2..

n gw dpt tahu start batch 0910 ni, diorg akan amik matrix ni slama sethun jer.. [yo! x aci meh..] katanyer diorg yg eng lvel5 n keatas akn brade kt cfs utk setahun jer.. eng band lain myb for 1year n a half. ni brita buruk utk ktorang 2nd year, lagi2 budak medik, pharm n dentist. bcuz, kuota kemasukn kt main camp nti xkn berubah. this mean, ktorg akn bersaing dgn junior ktorg.. haru2.. terlmpau haru.. therefore must work hard this year.. chiayo!

smbil2 risau memikirkn masa depan, gw sempat download cter2 jepun kt cyber12 [info: sesapa minat anime n japan drama, n nk dpt scr free jer.. key in cyber12 kat google, pilihn pertama] cter terbaru gw berjy download akai ito=red thread, my rating for this drma 8/10. sblum2 ni gw bjaya download voice, seigi no mikata, bloody monday, meichan's butler, 14 sai no haha, innocent love n koizora the drama. sume gw dh pulun tgk [except bloody monday]..

n melalui cter2 jepun tu gw dpt thu pasal 1jenis penyakit ni called Munchausen syndrome. ia adlah penyakit psychiatric, lebih dikenali dgn nme hospital addiction syndrome. org yg ada penyakit ni suka cederakn diri diorg n suka msuk hospital utk gain attention dr org lain. diorg ni jenis yg terlampau sunyi n desperate for attentions. gw baca kt wikipedia, n katanyer mostly diorg yg kna ni byk pengetahuan pasal perubtn n ubat2tan. diorg akn mkn mcm2 ubat create penyakit mcm anemia, AIDS.. [for more examples bleh tgk kat wikipedia..]. gw dpt taw penyakit ni masa tgk code blue.

lagi satu jenis lbih kurang sama mcm munchausen syndrome ni tp ia disebabkn org lain called munchausen syndrome by proxy. contohnyer mak bapak yg abuse anak diorg, n bwt mcm anak diorg ni sakit2 utk dpt perhatian org lain. dlm cter jepun yg gw tgk [title voice], abang yg bwt adik dia sakit. diorg tu anak yatim, tinggal bdua, n si abg blajar pharmacy, si adik sekolah lg. si abang cmpurkn nasi adik dia dgn penicillin, smpai si adik skit prut teramat sgt.. n dr wiki, gw dpt tahu ada gak munchausen syndrome by internet. ni pasal org yg gna internet utk bwt cter dia ni sakit teruk tinggal tunggu waktu jer nk mati supaya org simpati dgn dia. macam2..

rumate gw pn ada tny diorg yg kelar tgn sindri tu masuk dlm penyakit ni ke x.. mmm.. gw pun taw..

ps:
eza- dh tgk dh 2pm again n again.. bleh tahan.. tp tarian diorg nmpk cm pelik..
ramzi- happy belated bday!
fj- chiayo2 for ur exam!

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