Sunday, March 29, 2009 0 comments

Shissou- Last Alliance



5000 (go-sen) MAIRU hashitte iki wo kirashite
ADORENARIN 100 (hyaku) RITTORU 5 (go) dai subete FURU kadou

Koko made kireba ii darou? Doko made ga OK?
Machi wo irodoru kigi wa moyougae kuri kaeshiteru

Kawari hateta shirosa kawarenai yowasa
Ima koko ni iru jibun wo shinjitai

Nigi te hidari te furikazashite yami wo kiri saite GO!
Itsuwari wa nai ze kakugo kimeteru ze
SUTAATO kitta sono shunkan kara sekai wa hirogaru sa

Mabataki wo kuri kaesu furuku iroaseta
Gaito ni michibikare itsumo no kaerimichi wo yuku

Sabireta machi ni natsukashii kaze ga fuki
Oikaze ni natte senaka osunda

Namida kareru made sono akirame mune ni shimatte STOP!
GOORU wa nai ze ori kaeshi mo nai ze
Kaze wo kitta kakenukeru kagiri nai shissou

Let's return those bitter days hirakete minai ka?
Yume toji kometa PANDORA no hako wo

Sen te go te dochira to te KOMA susumerya banji OK!
Yasundemo ii ze ore wa shitteru ze
Koko made no PROSESU sore ga kimi no akashisa

Nigi te hidari te furikazashite yami wo furi saite GO!

here is the translation..

Sprint-LAST ALLIANCE

Running 5000 miles and running out of breath
100 Liters of adrenaline; my whole body is fully functional

It’s fine to stop here, right? To where is OK?
The trees that color the town are remodeling themselves again and again

The completely changed whiteness; the unchangeable weakness
I want to believe in the me here now

Raise your right hand and left hand and slash apart the darkness, GO!
There’s no pretense; I’m prepared
From the moment when you crossed the start, the world expands

Guided by faded streetlights that blink again and again
I go along on the usual way home

In the rusted town, a nostalgic wind blows
Turns into tailwind, and pushes my back

Until your tears dry, put away your resignation in your chest, STOP!
There’s no goal; there’s no turning back
An endless, driving sprint that cuts through the wind

Let’s return those bitter days, won’t you try opening it?
The Pandora’s box that imprisoned your dream

Whether you go first or last, if you advance then everything’s OK!
It’s okay to rest; I know it
The progress up to here; that’s your proof

Raise your right hand and left hand and slash apart the darkness, GO!
Wednesday, March 25, 2009 0 comments

A Question in Mind

Salam.
Oh, before I forget, let me write my name so that no one ponders who I am - Khai

Aku nak tanya, apa guna buat blog selain menulis diari supaya satu dunia bleh baca and kita boleh marah orang tu sebab baca diari harian kita?

Kalau ikutkan, blog yang kita cipta ni memang takde masalah, sebab kita guna utk get together, baca news pasal ape yang kita-kita sedang lalui. Blog kita ni ialah satu blog group, maka memang terserlahlah gunanya.

Tapi yang buat blog persendirian ni, aku nak tanya, apa tujuan utama kau orang start buat blog? Tak, aku bukan nak komplen, memandang rendah, mengkontroversikan atau cakap korang nih emo sebab tulis diari soh orang baca, tak. In fact, aku sendiri nak start buat blog, tapi aku tak nampak signifikannya tulis sesuatu yang aku secara jujurnya, aku fikir private and taknak orang tau, tetapi didedahkan kepada dunia.

Adalah kerana aku seorang yang 'berjiwa seni', aku terfikir untuk buat satu web page untuk ku upload apa saja yang aku conteng, kerana bagi aku deviantart.com hanyalah tempat utk aku post benda yang siap je. And, kau takboleh nak ikut suka kepalahotak main cakap benda benda yang sensitif sebab bila bila masa je kau boleh kena ban. Bila dah kena ban, artwork kau semua hilang. Erased. Lagipun DA is a bit limited selagi kau tak beli subscribtion yang mahal gile. [RM 17.97 billed every month].

Nak jugak 0.97 sen tu. Mat saleh mat saleh..

Aku tengok, kalau nak buat web page tu sangat tedious. Hyper text, nak cari host, ade yang free, tapi penuh dengan adds, nak cari domain name, bandwith lagi [don't direct link, save bandwith]. Pastu ade tu orang cakap kalau ko nak webpage sebab nak upload banyak gila mende, lagi elok kau bayar, save webspace, kalau just sebab syok sendiri, yang free pon bolehla.

Berbaloi ke?

Ntah la wei, aku tak faham. Internet ada webspace ke?
Tuesday, March 24, 2009 0 comments

kurang kerjaan kali (2)...



my first fanvid..
enjoy!

cuti dh abis..

n mulai hri ni, sem3 gw start.. utk sem3 ni, klu ikut module, gw kna amik bio lab ajer.. tp insya-Allah klu diapprove, gw akn add understanding in islam.. amiin..
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COLOUR THERAPY


what is colour therapy?

Chromotherapy, sometimes called colour therapy or colourology, is an alternative medicine method.Colortherapy bottles

Meaning, use and psychology of colours


Chakras and their corresponding positions in the human bodyAlternative healthcare providers who practice colour therapy often relate the seven colours of the colour spectrum to specific areas of the body known as the chakras. Like in yoga, the chakras are specific spiritual energy centres of the body. The accredited therapeutic action of colours is related to the chakra they represent:



Red
First Chakra: base of the spine

In chromotherapy, red is considered to be the colour of life, of the glowing sun and of fire. Red is said to increase the pulse rate, to raise the blood pressure and the rate of breathing. Red has also been called the colour of desire. Red would generally be applied to support the circulatory functions and is claimed to be used with success to combat anaemia, asthma, diseases of the larynx, certain skin diseases and chronic coughs. A person with an excess of red could express domination, physical cruelty, anger, and vulgarity.



Red is a powerful colour that has always been associated with vitality and ambition. It can help overcome negative thoughts. However, it is also associated with anger ; if we have too much red in our system, or around us, we may feel irritable, impatient, and uncomfortable.



Orange
Second Chakra: pelvis area

Being a colour mixed from red and yellow, according to chromotherapists orange stands for kind-heartedness and warm-heartedness of an individual. Orange would symbolise the rising sun, and make us alert and cheerful. It is believed to affect both our bodies and our minds. Astonishing results are ascribed to the use of the colour orange to treat mental illness, depressions, discontent and pessimism. Orange could be applied for the treatment of arteriosclerosis, sclerenecephaly, cardiosclerosis, loss of appetite, anaemia, anorexia and digestive system discomforts (e.g., flatulence, cramps). A person with an excess of orange could express confusion, tiredness, and pessimism.


Orange is a joyous colour. It frees and releases emotions and alleviates feelings of self-pity, lack of self worth, and unwillingness to forgive. It stimulates the mind, renewing interest in life ; it is a wonderful anti-depressant and lifts the spirits. Apricot and Peach is good for nervous exhaustion.




Yellow
Third Chakra: solar plexus - just above the naval

In colour therapy, yellow is the symbol of the sun at the horizon. Yellow is the brightest of the colours that are commonly used in colour therapy. Yellow reflects light in all directions, and could therefore be able to create an impression of detachment and liberation. It is said to cancel out any feeling of heaviness or oppression. In naturopathy yellow is applied when trying to combat glandular diseases and diseases of the lymphatic system, and to strengthen the nervous system. Yellow is said to have effects that greatly assist metabolism and glandular activity. A person with an excess of this colour could express lack of concentration, malice, and deviousness.

Yellow is also a happy, bright, and uplifting colour, a celebration of sunny days. It is associated with the intellectual side of the mind, and the expression of thoughts. It therefore aids the powers of discernment and dis-crimination, memory and clear thinking, decision making and good judgment. It also helps good organization, assimilation of new ideas, and the ability to see different points of view. It builds self-confidence and encourages an optimistic attitude. Conversely, dull yellow can be the colour of fear.



Green
Fourth Chakra: heart

The colour green is located in the middle of the colour spectrum and is associated with a harmonizing effect. It would not make us quiet, but calm us in a neutral, positive sense. Green is called the colour of possession and of the will to possess. Green is also considered to be the colour of concentration. Among other things, the colour green is applied for the naturopathic treatment of bronchitis, whooping cough, inflammations of the joints, and swellings. In addition, green is thought to have a positive influence on the treatments of cysts, eye diseases and diabetes, generally promoting the secretion processes. Green is supposed to promote relaxation of the organs and stimulate general detoxification of the body. A person with an excess of green could experience lethargy, lack of motivation, insecurity, and jealousy. Pink is a secondary colour that can also be associated with the Heart chakra.


Green has a strong affinity with nature, helping us connect with empathy to others and the natural world. We instinctively seek it out when under stress or experiencing emotional trauma. It creates a feeling of comfort, laziness and relaxation, calmness, and space, lesseining stress, balancing and soothing the emotions. Dark green represents the onset of death and is non-descript, unassertive, a negation of love and joy. Lime green and olive green can have a detrimental effect on both physical and emotional health since sickly yellow and green are associated with the emotions of envy, resentment, and possessiveness.




Blue
Fifth Chakra: throat

In chromotherapy, blue is the colour of peace and infinity. Blue is claimed to profoundly calm and relax us. Our bodies and minds are believed to be conveyed to a state of peace, repose and softness. This acclaimed relaxing and tranquilizing property of blue is applied for relieving headaches and migraines, the pains of stomach, muscle cramps, and even liver disorders. As a general rule, the colour blue is said to have a very positive effect on all kinds of pain conditions. An excess of this colour in a person could bring about doubt, distrust, apathy, and melancholy.



Blue is a cool, calming colour and is associated with a higher part of the mind than yellow. It represents the night, so it makes us feel calm and relaxed as if we are being soothed by the deep blue of the night sky. Light and soft blue, make us feel quiet and protected from all the bustle and activity of the day, and alleviates insomnia. Blue inspires mental control, clarity, and creativity. Midnight blue has a strong sedative effect on the mind, allowing us to connect to our intuitive and femine side. Too much dark blue can be depressing however

Indigo
Sixth Chakra:lower part of the forehead

Indigo is believed to be a cooling colour that develops psychic perception and intuition. It is applied in health treatments for eyes, ears, nose, and mental problems. It is also used in attempts to treat addiction. Indigo is also ascribed to have sedative and calming effects. Some chromotherapists say indigo may be useful in controlling bleeding, and treating abscesses. Sometimes the colour violet also gets associated with this chakra, depending upon the practitioner's training.

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Violet
Seventh Chakra: top of the head

Practitioners name violet to be the colour of the emotions and it is considered to be a meditative colour. In colour therapy and in particular in colour acupuncture, violet is applied for treating the lymphatic system and the spleen. Violet is also used in attempts to soothe organs, relax muscles, and calm the nervous system. A person with an excess of this colour could express fanaticism and domination. The colour white or magenta can also be associated with this chakra, depending upon the practitioner's training.



These have a deep affect on the psyche and have been used in psychiatric care to help calm and pacify patients suffering from a number of mental disorders and nervous disorders. These colours balance the mind and help transform obsessions and fears. Indigo is a powerful, psychic colour associated with the ride of the brain, and stimulates intiution and imagination. It is also a strong sedative. Violet and purple are colours of transformation at a very deep level, bringing peace and combating fear and shock. They have a cleansing effect in emotional disturbances. They are also connected with artistic and musical impulses, mystery, and sensitivity to beauty and high ideals, stimulating creativity, inspiration, sensitivity, spirituality and compassion. Violet can exert strrong psychic influences, however, and a person attracted by it has to guard against living in a fantasy world.Purple is associated with psychic protection.



ps : sebab tu kalau kita ada begok (mump), org tua2 letak nila kat throat kan..dlu2 g da pndai men kaler saiko nih..









Friday, March 20, 2009 0 comments

DAJJAL

Sai Baba - NAUDZUBILLAH MINDZALIK . .

Salah satu tanda akhir zaman yang akhir-akhir ini cukup menyedot
perhatian adalah kehadiran seorang bernama Sai Baba, dia lahir dan
tinggal di Desa Nilayam Puthaparti, wilayah timur Khurasan, tepatnya
India Selatan.

Rasulullah saw bersabda kepada kami, Dajjal akan keluar dari
bumi ini dibagian timur bernama Khurasan (Jamiu at Tirmidzi).

Abû Hurayrah meriwayatkan bahwa Nabi saw. bersabda:"Hari

Kiamat tidak akan datang hingga 30 Dajal (pendusta) muncul, mereka semua berdusta tentang Allah dan

Rasul-Nya. "

Bisa jadi Sai Baba ini adalah salah satu dari 30 dajal-dajal kecil yang akan membuka jalan bagi munculnya

al-Masîh al-Dajjâl (Dajjal nantinya akan berperang dengan imam mahdi dan di bunuh oleh nabi Isa as).

wallahu al 'am

Laki-laki ini memiliki kemampuan menghidupkan orang mati,
menyembuhkan orang lumpuh dan buta, bahkan mampu menurunkan hujan dan
mengeluarkan tepung dari tangannya. Ia juga mampu berjalan melintasi
belahan bumi dalam sekejap, menciptakan patung emas, merubah besi
menjadi emas, dan banyak lagi berbagai fitnah yang ditunjukkan oleh
Sai Baba kepada ribuan orang - bahkan - jutaan yang datang dari
berbagai suku bangsa dan agama. Saat ini laki-laki ini sudah memiliki puluhan juta pengikut..

Maka sudah saatnya bagi setiap muslim untuk mengetahui masalah ini, agar dirinya tidak menjadi korban
berikutnya dari fitnah Sai Baba ini.

"Dajjal adalah seorang laki-laki yang gemuk, berkulit merah dan

berambut keriting..." (HR.Bukhari dan Muslim)

"Diawal kemunculannya, Dajjal berkata, Aku adalah nabi, padahal tidak

ada nabi setelahku. Kemudian ia memuji dirinya sambil berkata, Aku

adalah Rabb kalian, padahal kalian tidak dapat melihat Rabb kalian

sehingga kalian mati (HR.Ibnu Majah)

Antara DAJJAL dan SAI BABA

1) Dajjal seorang laki yang berpostur pendek, gempal, berambut kribo,

berkaki bengkok (agak pengkor). Sai Baba seorang yang berpostur

pendek dan berambut kribo.

2) Dajjal memiliki mata yang buta. Sai Baba pernah mengalami kebutaan

di waktu muda kemudian sembuh kembali.

3) Dajjal datang dan bersama ada gunung roti dan sungai air. Sai Baba

memiliki kemampuan mengeluarkan vibhuti (tepung suci) dari udara

melalui tangannya.

4) Dajjal memiliki kemampuan berpindah dari satu tempat ke tempat lain

dengan depat dan kecepatannya seperti hujan badai atau secepat awan

yang ditiup angin kencang. Sai Baba memiliki kemampuan berjalan

menjelajahi bumi dalam hitungan kejapan mata.

5) Dajjal mengikuti pengikut yang sangat banyak, bahkan di akhir zaman

nanti banyak manusia yang berangan-angan untuk berjumpa dengan Dajjal.

Sai Baba memiliki pengikut yang jumlahnya puluhan juta manusia dari

berbagai macam suku, bangsa, negara dan agama.

6) Dajjal akan muncul dengan meng aku sebagai orang bijak/ baik,

sehingga banyak sekali orang yang tertarik untuk mengikutinya. Sai

Baba meng aku seabgai orang yang bijak yang membawa misi perdamaian,

cinta kasih menghapuskan segala persengketaan dengan bijaksana.

7) Dajjal akan muncul dan sebagai nabi. Sai Baba memposisikan dirinya

sebagai nabi kepada pengikut2nya.

8) Dajjal akang menggunakan nama Al-Masih. Sai Baba meng aku akan

menjelma sebagai Isa Al-Masih setelah tahun 2020.

9) Dajjal akan meng aku sebagai Tuhan. Sai Baba mengklaim bahwa dirinya

adalah Tuhan penguasa alam semesta.

10) Dajjal akan mendakwahkan agama Allah. Dalam banyak majelis

darshanya Sai Baba banyak berbicara tentang Islam, Al-Qur ' an dan

keharusan untuk memahaminya.

11) Dajjal mampu menghidupkan orang mati dan menyembuhkan orang sakit.

Sai Baba memiliki kemampuan menghidupkan orang mati juga menyembuhkan

penyakit kanker.

12) Dajjal dapat menurunkan hujan. Sai Baba memiliki kemampuan

menurunkan hujan dan mendatangkan air untuk irigasi (di NTT sedang di

bangun proyek Sai Baba untuk pengairan di daerah yang kering).

13) Dajjal bisa mengeluarkan perbendaharaan (perhiasan dan harta) dari

bangunan yang roboh, lalu perbendaharaan itu akan mengikuti ratunya.

Sai Baba mampu menciptakan patung emas, kalung emas, injil mini dan

berbagai bentuk medalai berlafadz ALLAH dalam sekejap.

14) Dajjal akan membunuh seseorang dan menghidupkannya kembali. Sai

Baba bisa menghidupkan orang yang sudah meninggal dunia.

15) Dajjal bisa berpindah raga dan tempat dari satu bentuk ke bentuk

lainnya. Sai Baba bisa berpindah dari satu jasad ke jasad lainnya

yang merupakan benruk reinkarnasi dirinya.

16) Dajjal bisa membesarkan tubuhnya. Sai Baba memliki kemampuan

berjalan di udara dan membuat kemukjizatan pada sebuh pesawat terbang.

17) Dajjal biasa keluar masuk pasar dan makanan. Sai Baba juga manusia

biasa yang makan dan minum sebagaimana manusia lainnya, ia juga bisa

berjalan ke pasar, rumah sakit, proyek irigasi dan tempat lain yang

biasa dikunjungi manusia.

18) Dajjal bisa memerintahkan bumi untuk mengeluarkan tumbuh2an dan

air. Sai baba bisa mengeluarkan air dengan hentakan kakinya.

19) Dajjal tidak memliki anak. Sai Baba mandul, ia tidak beranak dan

tidak berkeluarga (tidak menikah).

20) Dajjal memimpin orang yahudi. Sai Baba memiliki misi menyebarkan

teologi zionis.

21) Dajjal muncul di zaman pertikaian. Sai Baba mengklaim bahwa ia

datang dari masa banyak pertikaian dan persengketaan, dan

kedatangannya untuk menegakkan kebenaran dan membinasakan kejahatan

wahai kaum muslimin, apa lagi yang kita tunggu,

marilah segera kita kembali kepada Allah dan rasulnya.


"Jika salah seorang diantara kalian telah menyelesaikan bacaan tasyahhudakhirnya, hendaklah ia meminta perlindungan kepada Allah dari empat hal. Hendaknya ia berkata : ' Ya Allah, aku memohon perlindungan pada Mu darisiksa Neraka Jahannam, adzab kubur, fitnah (cobaan) hidup dan mati sertadari keburukan fitnah Dajjal."
Wednesday, March 18, 2009 0 comments

TO HILMY

Hilmy,

i know this is not ur first time facing some kind of problems

"wala nukalifu nafsan illa wus'aha"

Allah xkn bebankan seseorang itu dgn sesuatu yg dia xmampu buat..

so do u believe in God?

do u believe in Allah?

therefore u shud know how hard it was, how hard it is and how hard
it's gonna be..u still can do it!!


dont let emotion overcome your life, your problems.


i can help you with nothing other than some advices that might help


but here's some doa for you

When confronted with a difficult situation

اللَّهُمَّ لا سَهْلَ إلَّا مَا جَعَلْتَهُ سَهْلاً وَ ﺃنْتَ تَحْعَلُ الْحزْنَ إذَا شِئْتَ سَهْلاً


Allahumma la sahla illa ma ja'altu sahla, wa 'anta taj-alul hazna idha shi'ta sahla

"O Allah, there is nothing easy except what You make easy, and You make the difficult easy if it be Your Will"


takpon kalau ko pk yg bukan2..smua bnda yg buruk jd kat ko jek.. well ko pk la blk btol2...
ada lg org yg nasib lg malang dr ko. yg xde family da, xde harta, xde pelajaran,kena dera lg, idop susah pyh
nk cari mkn smua n xde apa2..tp ko?



hurmm ada dlm surah al-rahman

"fabi ayyi ala i rabbikuma tukazziban?"

nikmat apakah lagi yg kamu dustakan?



biasanya manusia ni xnmpk apa yg dia ada, n dia akn cr apa yg dia xde..(tamak)
sbb tu dia x bersyukur..


=) terima smua bnda seadanya, bersyukur sbb ko ada masalah cmtu sbb Allah masih sygkn ko
sbb tu dia nk uji ko. Dia xnk ko lagha dlm bnda2 yg xpatut n senstiasa igt kat DIA.

ko phmkn?

kalau ko nk compare life ko ngan mmber2 len yg x standing ngan ko.. well think again..\


maybe kitorang yg idop bahgia skang ni, xtntu lg esok lusa ktorang leh still cmni?

ko plak, ko face problem skang, n at least ko da dpt satu jln ntuk settle problem,dr kitorang
yg akn terkontang kanting plak di kmudian hari? (nauzubillah)

pape pon, aku arap apa aku ckp ni mmbntu sdikit sebanyak

sbg peringatan ntuk smua org n diri aku sniri gak ;)

n igt, ko still ada kawan lg yg concern psl ko

ok!

=)
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fuck...

well to tell u guys da truth ak da bosan dgn idop ak..sume benda yg ak bwat sume nye xbtol..bangang..ak pon x tau la ape masalah ak sebenarnye...ak pon x tau kat mne yg ak bwat salah..

fyi, ak ade repeat satu paper..chemist..bangang..mase kat maktab result chemist ak cam anjing..so msuk u ak bajet nak blaja btol2..n i did..ak score every test n every quiz dgn harapan ak blh call cikgu mazlini ckp ak da blh bwat chemist..in d end ape jd..ak difailkn xm..bangsat tol...ak ade bwk notes secare x sengaje n ak mmg x tgk langsung notes tu...cite dye panjang gile ak mlas nak type..ak ade sbb sendiri knape ak terbwk...carry mark chemist ak blh dikatekn klu ak score setengah je final blh dpat A...bodo kene repeat..sem ni ak pack gile jadual..so ak x sgt msuk class chemist lect baru nie..baru2 nie ak test..ak dapt sume jwpn btol..tpnye markah ak bnyak kene tolak sbb jln kire ak laen dgn lect baru...bangsat,mase quiz ak bwat n dlm class dye x pnh tgur pon,actually ak xmara sgt kat lect sbb dye agak baek..

ak jz bengang sbb pointer ak da jatuh cam anjing..ak pon da xtaw nak start dr mane nak betolkn bnde nie..so ak da berazam blaja btol2..n ak btol2 blaja..ak hampir xde life.ak xde sape nak ckp..asik blaja cam bangng..ak jarang kuar...n ak x blh terime if test or quiz ak markah below than 75%..sbb nye ak nak betolkn pointer ak...setan, parents ak da sacrifice bnyak gile..ak da la plng bodo dlm family..kakak2 ak sume dekan every sem,sume dapat scholar..adek ak lak mmg pndai asik2 dpt strights a's...mak ak sendiri ckp dye xnmpak ak nyer mase depan..pas ak dgr dye ckp mcm tu..ak trust broke down...tolonlah ak da xnak fail lg..n i trying my best not to..

then td ak dapat result physic 2nd test ak...kimak tol...1st test ak ak dapat highest dlm class...n ak sikit pon x bangga..n ak rase bnde tu btol2 motivate ak nak blaja lg...tgk2 ape jd..test 2 ak fail...kimak..i jz dont know where did i went wrong..ak da siapkan sume assigment..ak da bwat sume totur n ak dapat jwb..even an hour sblom test ak siap ajar kwn ak lg...ak xtaw ape jd..ak jz dont know where my mistake.....

ak btol2 down..bende2 camnie yg bwat ak give up nak blaja..dah la sem nie ak ade 9subject...n 6 of em mmg killer subject...crdt hours ak penuh...

ade satu subject name dye static...sape yg ambik engineerin probarly korng akan blaja...subject nie mmg gile babi susah...ade sorng dak laki class ak siap ngis2 dlm clas sbb x phm...ok..ak mmg kasi tumpuan kat subject nie..n biasenye ak blh jwb..lect ade high hope utk ak dpat a..tpnye lately ntah la...afta like 3 hours pon ak x dpt jwb soklan dye...usually 1 question 1 jam..tp skng 3 hours pon i dint gain nyting..dgg personal problm ak lg..ntah la

ak xtaw..ak rase cam xde beza klu ak blaja n klu ak xblaja..last2 msty ak xdpt jwb gak or ak difailkn... ak da la tension dgn dak umah n class mate ak...class mate ak klu tukar class sekor pon x bgtau ak..bukn sekali..tp da bnyak kali..housemate ak lak prngai cam malaun..umah bersepah2 lg2 bilik ak..ak da la x than tgk tempat bersepah2..eveytime ak kemas skjp je bersepah blk..bangng...da la sume cam shit...sume bnde pon nak kene suro bwat..smyng pon nak kene pakse..come on la..korng da besar...ade skali class ak dr pkol 8 pagi sampai 7 mlm..n mlm lak ak kene stay campus sbb kene bwat presentation..ak blk umah da tgh mlm..tgk bilik cam haram..ak terus xde mood nak blaja..da la baru lepas gado dgn orng yg ak sayang gile...ak xtaw klu gado je msty ak xleh bwat ape2 dgn btol..ak da try nak lupekn tp mmg xleh

ak mmg da lame xpost..sbb ak rase life ak dgn korng sume mmg jauh beza gile....n ak xtaw ak nak ckp kat sape lg..dlu ak ade kwan nak share prob ak..tp skng ak pon xtw dye da g mane,sbb manusia mmg senang lupe..ak ade ramai kwn bile ade prob dtg kat ak..ckp kat ak...cam bangng,,sbb when i need sumone..nobody came..ak xleh ckp bnde nie kat parents ak sbb ak xnak dyeorng risau..ak xleh nak ckp kat kwn ak sbb ak nak granted his/her lifelong wish...td ak scroll no phone like 5 times..n ak xtau ak nak call sape..so sowry arr ak post kat sini..ak mmg lonely gile..ak xtaw nak ckp- kat sape..sbb klu ak ckp ak akan sakitkan ati orng...maybe sbb tu sume orng lari...dlu ade sorng dye x lari idop ak gak stabil till one day ak bwat salah n i never meet dat person again...

help me GOD..i dont see d light..i cant see where am i going, i cant see d future, i cant see my self....this is utterly shitty...life sucks..

no no..only my life sucks..

ak xtaw same ade ak patut post ke x bnde nie....... maybe ak tekan post or maybe not...

damnit

here goes


sorry guys
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Gambar

sape eh yg post gmbr kt bwh ni? bile aku tgk gmbr tu tringt mase kt jasin dlu..mase tu aku rase sume org pressure..study susah,mkn ds cam ape ntah,hep buat hal..rase mcm nk pindah (fat joe,ahaha.. sori joey)...aku add math dgn chemistry asyik fail je x prnh pass smpi trial..

skrg bile dh masuk u aku miss gle sume bende tu..klu blh aku nk masuk kls balik semula,nk jage ikan aku yg 2 ekor dlm balang tu betul2 x nk kasik dia mati lg..ahaha..

aku rase klu nk banding gmbr kite mase kt jasin dgn mase skrg ni mmg jauh beza...yg dulu kembang skrg dh kempis..yg dlu x hensem/cun sgt skrg dh lg cun/hensem..*ini ayat bodek ahaha...joey,aku nk tgk kau pki baju topman weyh.balik malaysia cpt la.ahaha...

jahat gle aku.bahan fat joe..xpe joey,kau balik sini aku blnje mkn..lu kurus sgt.gmbr kt facebook nk kontroversi je..ahaha..

ya...psl blogging.korg,klu ade blog bgtau ah...mari link mengelink blog2 bdk kls kite..setakat ni yg aku tau ade blog ramzi dgn aiman.link aku skali k.

http://zaki91.blogspot.com


still baru lg..byk kekurangan..lawat2 la eh..=)

Ok.

zaki
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tuka layout..mana?

aku jumpa nih.xtau aku pnh ltk cni ke x :P

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eh, aku punyala pusing2 blog ni tp aku xjumpa mana nk edit layout dia ek?? ilang sudah.. haizz.. igt nk tuka background.n sesapa klasmate kita yg ada blog sniri tu..tayang2 a sket.. leh jd follower ^.^
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History Repeats Itself

Something interesting happened yesterday, lol. You must think I'm completely heartless when you think I said this. But hey, excuse me for being myself.

Okay, everything happened as usual. The daily wrestling with my youngest brother's unstable physical actions. Dia akn buat ape je nak bagi aku sakit hati. But today I was kinda patient.. until he turned off the main switch of my computer. Without saying much I threw him into the nearest bathroom and locked him inside. Tapi toilet kan dikunci dari dlm, so of coz la dia bleh kuar. Saje je nak bg dia takut. Bukannye aku gile ke apa..

Aku mmg dah sampai puncak kesabaran aku. Aku mmg harap dia just diam kejaaaap and jangan kacau aku kejaaaappp-- and suddenly it happened. Lepas insiden tu, dia mmg diam kejap. I appreciate that short peaceful time. Kejap je, lepas balik dari klinik dia tros bising. ntah kenapa. Yea, with one hand.

So okay, nak dipendekkan cite, tangan kanan die cam bengkak a.k.a patah. (Doktor taknak buat x-ray, dia kata observe je) Takde kaitan pon ngan aku campak dia masuk bathroom. (i mean... memang takde kaitan langsung daa.. perbezaan masa antara aku kunci dia dlm bathroom ngan dia nangis sbb tangan die sakit ialah cam.. 45 minit?) Mak aku cam cuba nak salahkan aku tapi takbleh sbb aku memang takde kaitan pon ngan tangan kanan die. Aku taknak bgtau camne cite dia tapi its really like history repeats itself.

Why?

Because when I was small I broke my brother's hand accidently. I asked him, hey how was it like to break your hand. He said he thinks the syovial fluuid between his elbows busrt. (Hiperbola). He was only 6 :D

Mesti korang fikir aku seseorg yg kejam. Tapi aku nak cite gak sebab aku stress org bg aku banyak keje tapi takbleh bayar aku, cakap aku nye keje ok tapi still bg org lain soh edit kalau tak sampai tahap tu bgtau je la, aku nak kena improve je la and kena tangguh brape puluh kali dah bajet nk bg grand gle ngan org yg aku rase nak tumbuk je lukis lg trok dari lukisan aku mase aku form 3 ade hati nak cakap org len lukis burok, cam menyampah gile ada cakap nak bg aku ps3 sebab aku tolong dia ye laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu blahh laaaaaaaa~

Cakap lebat je lebih!

Sebab ni la aku malas nak layan org melayu yg aku tak kenal sgt.. Kalau diorg baca nih diorg mesti hampa ngan aku.. Tapi aku lagi hampa.

SAPA LAGI HAMPA?!
 
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